Tuesday, November 23, 2010

overwhelming manic/depression

I love these towers so much
I've always seen them as a beacon in the night


silent falling snow

a four day intense bender of imbalance... wow..
irrational, bright... severe up and down
out of my fucking mind

as much as I love the light
I can't deny the darkness
I'm thankful for all of it

I asked for it
I wanted things to be interesting all the time
..and I got it

I feel like I came out stronger than going in..
I have new things to watch out for
new growth and new chapters
it's all part of the gorgeous journey


Tib said...

Beautiful words. Remember to breathe. Hope you find zen soon.

Angie Kritenbrink said...

Pablo says the brain is a magical, mysterical place. Hug it out.