overwhelming manic/depression

I love these towers so much
I've always seen them as a beacon in the night

beautiful



silent falling snow

a four day intense bender of imbalance... wow..
irrational, bright... severe up and down
out of my fucking mind

as much as I love the light
I can't deny the darkness
I'm thankful for all of it

I asked for it
I wanted things to be interesting all the time
..and I got it


I feel like I came out stronger than going in..
I have new things to watch out for
new growth and new chapters
it's all part of the gorgeous journey